Today, I woke up feeling lucky
I woke up, looked left and there you were
So, damn right, I am lucky
I intend to shower you with love and care
Until I saw the text
Ping, “settings” sent you a text
“He’ll be gone in an hour right?
We can get it on today like always, right?”
For a second, I felt my heart stop
No words, no tears, define shock?
The signs were there, I guess I just couldn’t connect the dots
I couldn’t even muster rage, I just sunk in my somber thoughts
I was a fool cos I didn’t see clearly
How could you, I thought you loved me dearly
I had thought I worked too late, but you always visited too early
You were my best decision yet, yeah right, what a fucking irony
You ruined us, slowly, but surely
Cheers to my ugly fate, love couldn’t have treated me any more fairly
You always said I needed to rest
And you were always tired when I had the strength
You could only gave it once in a while
and I respected you
Maybe in time you’d come around, silly me to have expected you to
This was not the love you proclaimed
This was not the smile you portrayed
This was nothing like heartbreak
This is just, uhhh! I feel betrayed
I thought you only gave it to me
I thought “hey babe” was only meant for me
I thought I was your one and only
I thought I was really really lucky
I thought this and that
I thought
I thought and I
I never really thought I was such a dummy
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