To say “I want you so bad”, is an understatement
As days go by, I try to look for different ways to say
“I miss you”, but end up saying “hey”
Maybe I should exercise a lil more patience
So many nights I dream and think of you
Funny how I’ve forgotten how it feels to be with the real you
Yea, your absence is very concerning
It’s like we never even happened, memories are fading
The more I’m away from you, the more I want
that connection we once had
The more you’re away from me, the less I feel
that part of you that always clung to me
You show me both red and blue at the same time
It’s hard to pick a side of you to appeal to and
We’re so disconnected, I find myself saying less at times
Not because I have nothing to say, but I can’t tell how you’d react to them
What do I do to shorten this distance
I keep trying to get past this resistance
I’m trying to swim in your pool naked
But you’re thick-skinned to my antics
How much do you yearn for me now?
Will you come running if I call out?
Does your heart still beat fast and loud, for me?
When you sleep, do you still dream about me?
So many questions, my heart still wanders
What do you do when the heart falters,
Or when your patience is running thin?
Put a smile on, while deep inside I shriek?
I walked miles to be with you
But now it seems I’m losing you
Maybe your heart has fallen out of love
But your mind is still holding on
My mind is telling me to keep trying
But I can’t stop my heart from crying
I stand rinsing off these tears in the rain
Hoping our future don’t go with it down the drain