I used to only look forward to your messages on my phone,
be it a paragraph or even just a word,
And I would feel on top of the world
Now, I just wanna talk to any body

I used to love running back home
so I can hold you in my arms,
talk about our day and spend the rest of it lost in time
Now, I don’t even wanna be home

There was a certain grace in my life when you were in it,
so much life and light
Now, I’m like a fleeting shadow,
a drifting phantom or a dying flame
The air just hasn’t been the same

The spot in my heart where you landed,
now leaves a big crater
I could just fill it up with sand
but, it’ll just get blown away by the wind
So I won’t bother

You asked if I’ll be okay and I said yea
Well, that part wasn’t a lie
I just don’t think it’s gonna be today, nor tomorrow
But someday, surely, I will be
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