To be fair, some things you do 

Makes me realize I’m not enough for you 

Makes me feel less, knowing that you want more 

Plus, I’m such a mess, far from what you long for 

Staying forever beside me? 

Who am I kidding 

My wishful, thinking you’d find none better 

I’m hopeful, believing I can do better 

For myself, and for us 

It’s only a matter of time, I suppose

But I must’ve forgotten 

That time for us moves differently

Hence, the reason I can barely oppose your actions 

And never doubt your intentions 

Nor the feelings in your heart 

But before us, stands these barriers that serve only to derail us 

This is one thing I’m afraid of 

That one day I would wake up and realize that I have fallen short 

Fallen short of your worth 

Fallen short of your time, 

Fallen short of your attention 

And fallen short of your companionship 

So, I will understand if you decide to leave 

If you think the future is grim for you and me 

If you think our plans is only but a dream 

I won’t question or hate you for your action

But if you choose to stay 

To stand by me and weather the storm 

To build a future far better than today 

And refine this love to its purest form 

Then I’ll only ask for your patience 

For we will build a castle from these rock pebbles 

We will turn our story to the greatest feeble 

And make the wind echo our existence 

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